Guys. Friends. Emotions. School Work. And who could forget D-R-A-M-A?!?! What else would you expect from a high school girl?
Dear mom and dad,
It was an honest mistake. I took responsibility.
You yelled at me for something so dumb and what you thought. Not even fact.
Your the reason I won’t come back. You drive me away.
Shouldn’t you trust me by now.
If I come back it won’t be for either of you.
What would you do?
What would you do if you liked someone and they left for a month in a month for a family vacation? Would you tell them now. Tell them before they go? Or not tell them?
I’m so sick of helping everyone else. Why can I make good things happen for other people but nothing good ever happens to me?
I have no self confidence because everyone always criticizes. I cry a lot because I fight a lot with my family. I can’t wait to go as far a way as possible. I hope I know no one so I can start with a blank slate.
College sports!
William jessup wants to sign me for basketball an I’m meeting the volleyball coach on Wednesday.
I’m meeting the Redlands basketball coach Monday.
Dartmouth is talking to me about basketball!
American river college wants me for basketball and volleyball.
Colorado school of mines basketball??
I wish you guys were as supportive of me playing basketball as you are volleyball. I wish you guys would stop shoving volleyball down my throat. I don’t like playing, I’m not having fun because you guys are forcing me. Just because I’m better than you were and I have potential that you don’t doesn’t mean that you can live through me. If I have to choose between AR and playing sports or a COLLEGE and not playing well guess what I’m going to pick a college so far away it will be to expensive for you guys to come and visit. How do you like that?! I bet you guys will wish you would have just let me have fun playing sports instead of making me hate them.
Emailed university of Redlands basketball today and then they called me back a couple hours later! I’m nervous though because they have a winning record. What if they don’t want me?
io sono pazza, specialmente alla mia squadra. come possiamo essere così egoisti, quando così tanto è la posta in gioco?
When I say I’m okay I’m not. When I apologize and you act like it doesn’t mean anything it makes me feel worse about myself. I thought no one was perfect? I thought everybody makes mistakes and your suppose to forgive and forget. But instead you act like I don’t mean anything that I say and that I’m some horrible heartless person. Im sorry so please just don’t make me cry more just for your satisfaction. Good thing I’m use to crying..
